Friday, October 23, 2009

海角七号

I jus love that story very nice . They can go to a beutiful island and because of music they can go for together wich have love like that .

暗恋

告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你
so lonely
so here I am ,standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
here I am waitting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受我
so lonely
尽管渴望再见你 虽然只是在梦里
短暂的甜蜜已胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有珍妮 只要能感动你
我愿意 我愿意
so here I am ,standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
here I am ,waitting just for you
开放我所有 ,我要为你怎么做你才接受
oh~(怎么才接受)
我喜欢 我要你 我爱你(我喜欢 我要你 我爱你)
so here I am , standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
so here I am ,waitting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受我
I am lonely
故事就说到这里 就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了 其余是秘密
在那某一个街头 会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌 多爱你 珍妮
This is the story similar with me , I jus lonely because of my face. i jus wich I had handsome face they can people like it but that no true in my life that with no come true jus with my next life of me can be more handsome then this life. I dun one be more pain in my life , I jus want to love a person . But that jus a dream of me that no true . i jus ....jus wish to be a true a true dream . i bet it for a long time. Last, can i get it ? I jus wish it for a longgggggggggggg...............time

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Hate .........

Why cry ? Why sad ? Why u scare ? Why u fell pain ? Why I am not happy ? why I help ppl , ppl happy more pain I got why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ??

Every time I make ppl happy , help ppl that need my help and giv ppl a change , that jus make more and more hate that I had got. When i call tham help me , some say u do it uself , finish it uself and walk away live it for me to do alone.Many years , i jus do it myslf . Sometime got group work ,I help them do finish and then I end up I get the lower and the other no help jus get more high then me.

Some When I am joining them ply a game , I jus want to ply the game enjoy the game.In the end , I cannot ply . they jus oh sorry jy u didnt have a parnet sorry and then kik me out of the game U KNOW WHY because I stupid , idio , jus be a fool , ugle thing . No me , they more enjoy , more fun , more happy without me . I jus a toy in their eye , when their need jus use me , when they dont need me jus throw it far far away.

Ya , I know i am jus a stupid thing in you eye , a ugle , stupid , no use , dull in u eye, dont care my feeling , dont care my heart jus throw it like a ball . waaaa...so happy so happy hahahahaha jus thought me like a thing can use and at any time can throw. Oh jus like a tool no felling cannot move and use any time they can and then broken and throw it in dusbin. That a life of a tool.

In my life I study many moral , art and music to avoid my hate , my anger in my heart and control it , dont let it come out but their action made me more anger hate on my heart come out.
.When it come out I not the jun yee they know , my other side of me will come out. I want crush , destroy their hope their face , made them suffer same as like me lonely ugle no smart the pain same like me . pain

Once I ask god why they had the intelligent , their beuti and the talent , why I didnt get one jus giv me some boo shit thing . Ya i know u mean those thing jus TRY HARD but in the What i get last the most thing I got jus NOTHING NOTHING , I am very tired of those jus made me get sick .

oh man pls jus giv me a thing . They their beuti talent , their intell to make fun of me like Jun yee u dont handsome , u dont how to read book one , that in they that guy very ugle , go see face in the mirro , jus look at u face ugle , face problem , jus look at u face got change u face , dono study meh stupid , dont waste u father money still come here study , that my girl friend dont talk to him face problem , u hair look stupid . That becuse of my parent i jus want a modan hair style but their force us to cut it wear their old type clother need look at the face. I jus want find some friend go out shoping buy some clother that i like why i cannot event do that

Even I cannot love a person becouse of me , i cannot talk him I love her , i cannot send a gift . U know what becuase of those star, 'waaa their face very handsome I wish my boy friend like them this lah that lah ' boot shit jus a face they too why dont put a pic there in their side of the bed .

Whyyyy i cannot have those kind of face their interlligent and the talent . At last , I jus get pain and hate and made me a lonely guy . Every thing i do myslef why no friend no one help , jus no one let a hand come to put me up jus leave in a dark hold that no one care me . i still need to make face a joking face made them happy and I look painful.

Why i help them jus let so be it , put some rock on it let them fall into the dark hold.Dont help him let him fall let them know my pain hahahahaahah i like it i like it so be it

Sunday, October 11, 2009

My love

hmmm......when look him , I thought she jus a normal girl , not so beutiful like normal and my normal friend . When I know i jus we jus a normal friend. I jus thought ... I jus thought we jus a normal friend but when I see him every time my heart was like jump more fast why i got this feeling until now that strong feeling go trut my heart . I didnt have my firls love , so i didnt how to do lover him or what . I want to love her, I want to giv her my love, every day I sleep I thinking of him jus like a star in the sky . I can't stop thinking of him ........stop thinking of him . I duno why ......................................

I jus think I no a smart guy , I no handsome , I jus fatty. I jus want a change to love him . I jus know him since this year . I jus think can I love her , miss her . I hope she give me change to love her can I can I . I jus wrote a song for him when .....the time come .I jus wish him like me but she dont like me I jus wish she will meet with a man who take care him happily . Me jus lonely live a lonely life .