Saturday, November 21, 2009

When I had difficult why no one want to lend a hand help me . Oh , when they had difficult I need to help them but they didnt help u ,they jus make fun of u hahahha they jus use it like tool ,then throw it like rubbish . OJY u too kind to them ,they jus think u a tool , why help them ? Dont help them , put rock into the well made them pain, sad, disappointed let them u are no a tool , u are thair master crush them and control them ,hahahahahah they made u painful , they will get it back

Friday, October 23, 2009

海角七号

I jus love that story very nice . They can go to a beutiful island and because of music they can go for together wich have love like that .

暗恋

告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你
so lonely
so here I am ,standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
here I am waitting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受我
so lonely
尽管渴望再见你 虽然只是在梦里
短暂的甜蜜已胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有珍妮 只要能感动你
我愿意 我愿意
so here I am ,standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
here I am ,waitting just for you
开放我所有 ,我要为你怎么做你才接受
oh~(怎么才接受)
我喜欢 我要你 我爱你(我喜欢 我要你 我爱你)
so here I am , standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
so here I am ,waitting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受我
I am lonely
故事就说到这里 就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了 其余是秘密
在那某一个街头 会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌 多爱你 珍妮
This is the story similar with me , I jus lonely because of my face. i jus wich I had handsome face they can people like it but that no true in my life that with no come true jus with my next life of me can be more handsome then this life. I dun one be more pain in my life , I jus want to love a person . But that jus a dream of me that no true . i jus ....jus wish to be a true a true dream . i bet it for a long time. Last, can i get it ? I jus wish it for a longgggggggggggg...............time

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Hate .........

Why cry ? Why sad ? Why u scare ? Why u fell pain ? Why I am not happy ? why I help ppl , ppl happy more pain I got why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ??

Every time I make ppl happy , help ppl that need my help and giv ppl a change , that jus make more and more hate that I had got. When i call tham help me , some say u do it uself , finish it uself and walk away live it for me to do alone.Many years , i jus do it myslf . Sometime got group work ,I help them do finish and then I end up I get the lower and the other no help jus get more high then me.

Some When I am joining them ply a game , I jus want to ply the game enjoy the game.In the end , I cannot ply . they jus oh sorry jy u didnt have a parnet sorry and then kik me out of the game U KNOW WHY because I stupid , idio , jus be a fool , ugle thing . No me , they more enjoy , more fun , more happy without me . I jus a toy in their eye , when their need jus use me , when they dont need me jus throw it far far away.

Ya , I know i am jus a stupid thing in you eye , a ugle , stupid , no use , dull in u eye, dont care my feeling , dont care my heart jus throw it like a ball . waaaa...so happy so happy hahahahaha jus thought me like a thing can use and at any time can throw. Oh jus like a tool no felling cannot move and use any time they can and then broken and throw it in dusbin. That a life of a tool.

In my life I study many moral , art and music to avoid my hate , my anger in my heart and control it , dont let it come out but their action made me more anger hate on my heart come out.
.When it come out I not the jun yee they know , my other side of me will come out. I want crush , destroy their hope their face , made them suffer same as like me lonely ugle no smart the pain same like me . pain

Once I ask god why they had the intelligent , their beuti and the talent , why I didnt get one jus giv me some boo shit thing . Ya i know u mean those thing jus TRY HARD but in the What i get last the most thing I got jus NOTHING NOTHING , I am very tired of those jus made me get sick .

oh man pls jus giv me a thing . They their beuti talent , their intell to make fun of me like Jun yee u dont handsome , u dont how to read book one , that in they that guy very ugle , go see face in the mirro , jus look at u face ugle , face problem , jus look at u face got change u face , dono study meh stupid , dont waste u father money still come here study , that my girl friend dont talk to him face problem , u hair look stupid . That becuse of my parent i jus want a modan hair style but their force us to cut it wear their old type clother need look at the face. I jus want find some friend go out shoping buy some clother that i like why i cannot event do that

Even I cannot love a person becouse of me , i cannot talk him I love her , i cannot send a gift . U know what becuase of those star, 'waaa their face very handsome I wish my boy friend like them this lah that lah ' boot shit jus a face they too why dont put a pic there in their side of the bed .

Whyyyy i cannot have those kind of face their interlligent and the talent . At last , I jus get pain and hate and made me a lonely guy . Every thing i do myslef why no friend no one help , jus no one let a hand come to put me up jus leave in a dark hold that no one care me . i still need to make face a joking face made them happy and I look painful.

Why i help them jus let so be it , put some rock on it let them fall into the dark hold.Dont help him let him fall let them know my pain hahahahaahah i like it i like it so be it

Sunday, October 11, 2009

My love

hmmm......when look him , I thought she jus a normal girl , not so beutiful like normal and my normal friend . When I know i jus we jus a normal friend. I jus thought ... I jus thought we jus a normal friend but when I see him every time my heart was like jump more fast why i got this feeling until now that strong feeling go trut my heart . I didnt have my firls love , so i didnt how to do lover him or what . I want to love her, I want to giv her my love, every day I sleep I thinking of him jus like a star in the sky . I can't stop thinking of him ........stop thinking of him . I duno why ......................................

I jus think I no a smart guy , I no handsome , I jus fatty. I jus want a change to love him . I jus know him since this year . I jus think can I love her , miss her . I hope she give me change to love her can I can I . I jus wrote a song for him when .....the time come .I jus wish him like me but she dont like me I jus wish she will meet with a man who take care him happily . Me jus lonely live a lonely life .

Sunday, September 13, 2009

為了你好,請您坐好,用心聽好

錢多錢少,够用就好。人醜人美,顺眼就好。人老人少,健康就好。家窮家富,和氣就好。老公晚歸,回來就好。老婆唠叨,顧家就好。孩子從小,就要教好。博士也好,賣菜也好。長大以后,乖乖就好。房屋大小,能住就好。名不名牌,能穿就好。兩輪四輪,能駕就好。老板不好,能忍就好。一切烦惱,能解就好。堅持執着,放下最好。人的一生,平安就好。不是有錢,一定會好。心好行好,命能改好。誰是誰非,天知就好。修福修慧,來世更好。説這麼多,明白就好。天地萬物,隨缘就好。很多事情,看開就好。人人都好,天天都好。你好我好,世界更好。總而言之,知足最好。這條短信,真的很好。不發给你,是我不好。發了给你,大家都好。你説我對你,好不好?

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Lonely.............. Birtday

Its been 14 year I hav didnt celebrates, I wish this year my friends can me out for celebrates My happy but ..................................still the same like 14 year ago every body fogot me . Every time I watch friends got out have a birthday party I will very sad that my family didnt celebrates for me. I think this year will be the same as 14 year ago no one wish me , fogot me ........cool, lonely birthday . I wish my life have a birthday party...................

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己成为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦,
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦,
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦,
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦,
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!